I Want A Do Over
I went to lunch to celebrate Karen, my sister’s birthday yesterday. I think we all had a nice time. But here is the problem.
I was doing so good. No bad “issues” although because of lack of rectum, even a good day is pretty urgent. I ordered a cup of soup and a salad with tuna on top. Bad choices all around. First off, both have many ingredients in them. I should not have ordered either item. I ended up having a horrible afternoon that went on through the evening. It could have been the soup, it could have been the salad. But because I had both and both had many ingredients……..I have put myself through hours of pain and no closer to an answer to what caused it. Stupid, Stupid, Stupid. This is why I am supposed to add things one ingredient at a time.
I should have ordered a plain baked potato and left it at that. Oh the woulda, shoulda, coulda in life. Rarely does life give you a Do Over. But there is good news in all this. Because a lot of healing had already taken place, no lingering damage has been done as far as I can tell. I am feeling pretty good today. 🙂 So good that I was really looking forward to going to my book club tonight. I have been a No Show for weeks and am missing the other ladies. But it has been cancelled. Hopefully we will all meet next week.
Because I am feeling good and the sun is shining…. 🙂 …….going to hurry up with my inside stuff and spend the day outside or out and about. My chicken nests need cleaning, eek! I can continue with washing some windows. I can take my camera and walk around the Oregon Gardens. I can go spend some time with my mom. I can choose or do all. But you can bet there is one thing I will not be doing today or anytime in the near future…….go out to lunch. 😦 Or I need to make myself say these words, “Just a plain baked potato please”.